There is a wealth of information online about the differences between TPE and silicone realistic sex dolls, and over the years I’ve explored much of it myself. I’m 45 now, and I’ve been using dolls since I was 17. Back then, inflatable dolls would often leak air, but as a teenager they still brought me a great deal of enjoyment. As time went on, I used them frequently and eventually decided to move on to more realistic options.

Although I had a girlfriend at one point, our relationship didn’t fulfill me emotionally or physically. That led me to buy my first semi-silicone sex doll. It was a significant upgrade, and it was clear from the beginning that fully silicone dolls—thanks to their lifelike texture and skin-like feel—would eventually be my preferred choice. Of course, not every realistic doll is equally attractive, so choosing the right one matters.

Now I’m planning to purchase a Black realistic doll. These models are less common, but I’ve always been drawn to Black women—my only girlfriend was Black—and I appreciate the unique charm these dolls offer. I’ve also noticed that Black sex dolls can be much more affordable when purchased directly from international sellers. Prices from French distributors are often tripled, even though many of them don’t actually manufacture the dolls themselves.

What I’m ultimately seeking is a doll that offers a romantic, human-like presence and helps me reconnect with physical pleasure. My sex drive has decreased over the years, and finding the right realistic doll feels like a way to rediscover intimacy in a form that is comfortable and fulfilling for me.